Over the Age

You only know me one side
I wish you could get inside
This is what I'm trying for
I always make me so tired
Because I'm so mystified
By why I'm feeling so alone

I only wrote this song for me
But it was never good for
So I rewrite for seven times
'Til sad enough to cry me out
Hope you like this song 'bout me
But it's never possible
When I was young
I did things old
And when I'm grown
I'm getting into a tough time
I feel not young and not old
A catch-22
Can't help feeling so sad
But sadness is useless
There are some things you have to do

You said you feel so sorry
That you forgot my birthday
At least you could make a cake
I said it's not necessary
I'll never live at your age
You know I'm counting down the days

Now I have stopped hating them
'Cause I've seen much more worse
All resentment I used to feel makes me feel unfilial
Standing in the shoes of them
I can be at a loss
'Cause it's hard to handle someone pessimistic

Heading spiritual nomad
If I don't care about death
Then I won't get old
How can I change in your mind
To let you know it's nothing of eternity?

We are young but are we young?
I really get confused
When I really feel over the age
Then I'm really over the age of being young
We are young but are we young?
I really get confused
When I am really over the age
Will I be left behind when I'm alone?
When I am really over the age
I'll die peacefully, not to live more few days