Plum blossoms

[Verse 1]
Last night I dreamed of that flower again
It breathed. It felt alive in my head
Like wind that hides beneath the rain
A little like me
The man I used to be
The one they trusted
The one they clapped for
left with nothing at all

[Pre-Chorus]
I stood in front of it
Afraid to touch it
Afraid that if I touched it, I would wake up
And vanish like all the rest
(Please get me drunk again... before I wake)

[Chorus]
I touched the plum blossom
My fingers cold like post-fever skin
My chest's still burning
It takes me to a place only I remember
Plum blossoms don’t bloom in spring,
They wait for the world to be quiet first.
(I want to find what I was meant to be)
I planted myself in silence
Hoping it would bloom back into me..

[Verse2]
I once upheld the law
Back then, I needed no flowers
Because "ME" ,was the only thing
Virtue with the frost silence
But everything's change
And I don’t bloom anymore
The plum blossoms are withering
And what I meant to be...

[Pre-Chorus]
I stood in front of it
Afraid to touch it
Afraid that if I touched it, I would wake
And vanish like all the rest
(Please get me drunk again... before I wake)

[Chorus]
I touched the plum blossom
My fingers cold like post-fever skin
My chest's still burning
It takes me to a place only I remember
Plum blossoms don’t bloom in spring,
They wait for the world to be quiet first.
(I want to find what I was meant to be)
I planted myself in silence
Hoping it would bloom back into me..

[Bridge]
I reached to touch the plum blossom's skin
It feels right,The time I was strong
But suddenly I woke…
the pills on my table ,arranged in the same five-petaled shape...

[Chorus]
I recalled the plum blossom
My fingers cold like post-fever skin
I wanna do that once more
It takes me to a place where only I know
I cried and cried again
Why I become such this hollow
Run and run away
Cause my life is full of sorrow

[Outro]
(in my dream,that is so nice)
(Why I become like this)
(I don't know...maybe)
(That is the fate to decide it..and I can't change it)
(Anymore)