CONTRADiCTION

充满矛盾的想法
自卑或自负
胆怯或勇气
掩藏或证明
大脑或心脏
怀疑或相信
逃避或面对
自我矛盾体

this is the song that reminds me
that i was so contradictory.
[仅以此纪念12年矛盾痛苦的校园生活]

INTRO:
This is the song that reminds me,that reminds me oh yeah, oh yeah.
This is the song that reminds me,that reminds me
oh yeah
oh yeah
VERSE 1:
Who are they?So critical.
Or-or-or am i just being so hallucinated?
The harsh words,came just like rainfall.
Who is me?So judgemental.
IS it me who just keep trapping myself like this?
Or is it just them who being so ridiculous?
Sometimes i just like to fuck my mind like this,
but anyhow i just can't get uncontrol of this.(UH)
(yeah control of this)
There's a voice,stuck in me,saying u gotta be free.
Anyways,i just keep riddng myself from cage.
They made me just wanna shut my mouth up.
Hon-on-honestly,balls up!
I ain't that type of person you wanna mess up.
Screw up!And heads up!
One day you'll see how i rise up.
(Contradictory thinking ain't seem logical)
And i-i-i-i'm not a phycho.
A true phycopath (A ture phycopath)
A battle starts off with-within my mind.
Ain't stop,to stop,to shut off my mind.
I might go bold and ego at one time.
Then i start to fear,to fear when i'm shine.
On me,On me,contradictory thoughts filling my heart.
Never wanna stop to show off my bizarre.

Pre-Chorus 1:
Un hhahaha take a break.

(Take a break)

ChORUS 1:
TH-This is the song that reminds me,that reminds me,
i'm so contradictory.
This is the song that reminds me,
i'm so contradictory.
(BRUH)
But everything is gonna change,
gonna change,ahh.

VERSE 2:
Yeah attention!
Disrespecters got their own retributions.
Free myself from da freaking limitation.
AKA f*ck all of ya'll stupid reaction.
Speed up and towards up to my destination.
So ya'll bette stop your condemnation.
Cuz generally speaking---(Contradiction~)
My creation won't be your definiton,
this is my own liberation.
stressed me out with some contradiction.
Hope ya'll find your own reputation.
Reputation,ugh,your reputation.
Pre-chorus 2:
Well,the party never stops-ops-ops.
(Contradiction~)
CHORUS 2:
TH-TH-This is the song that reminds me,that reminds me,
i'm so contradictory.
This is the song that reminds me,
i'm so contradictory.
But everything is gonna change.
OUTRO:
I wanna,i wann---a.
I wanna show my manly muse.(Misery)
Huu i hate that hate that.
Hate that hanging with you~(Illusory)
Karma,bias,Bit*h,better come through.(Compulsory)
Ahhhh ah~ yeah.
YEAH!
I wanna,
i wanna show my,
show my manly muse~(Misery)
Ohh i hate that hate that,
hanging with you~(Illusory)
Karma,bias,Bit*h,better come through~(Compulsory)

Ughh.
CONTRADICTORY.