Monologue

当你摆脱了一个境遇,
或者说克服了一种心理状态,
亦或是不再因为一些问题烦恼;
这时候刚好分享出当时的心境,
会是一种十分欣慰又很平静的感觉。

封面摄影：黄菲

i always keep people waiting
its a bad habit
but i'mma try my best to get rid of it
Dissension can result in crying
too many bad endings
for me to recall when they reappear
dear i don't know what to do
but when i look up i find you choose
to care for my emotion
so i take this chance to say
thank you
i admit sometimes i have high expectations
and lack of patience
keep wasting time
by being in a state of mind
rejection can arouse hatred
too rude for me to take it
wishing someday i would be bulletproof
but the truth is they didn't mean to hurt
they just dismissed me with a curt“no”
so it goes
that's when i missed you more
so i wrote this song to let you know
Ahh
i'm scared of odd numbers
cuz ill be the one who's left
someone gave me a shoulder
but nobody really cared
wish i had done better
wish they would treat me fair
wish i could be stronger
for what i cannot bear