Last Letter

I finally realized all the difficulty that bothering me
the memory that haunting me every night I try to sleep
without taking more pills, I hate every part of myself,
so my love, can you feel me
I finally realized all the answers I was looking for are nowhere to find anymore
I used to dream about us, darling, and that's all I asked for

Sometimes I just can't spend one more night with myself
So I stop, I stop caring about you
It's not because I've forget about you, it's because I've forgive you

Sometimes I just wanted to say that I love you but I was not expecting that you love me back too
It's okay that you never ask me out for a date
It's okay that you never pay any attention to me
It's okay that you never love me
YES I do understand

Cause someone like you would never
fall for someone like me
When there's nothing left to take
Would you take me instead
So please, that's everything I can give
Please, just take me instead