社交恐惧症(the hills remix)

社交恐惧症(the hills remix)
music by GZ_Production

我开始害怕电话响
开始害怕接通后又没话跟你讲
反正你又不懂我的理想
有时候想把通往这陌生的世界的所有门都关上
他发了大笑的emoji但其实他面无表情
他跟你合影但其实你的歌他一首都不想听
身边有太多人 都不停在说着
但我只想回到家关好门把戏服快脱了
我开始越来越累 越来越晚睡
与自己独处的时间开始变的越来越珍贵
眼神好像变得越来越深邃
我不是针对你 但是我真诚的那面
经常会不知所措躲在衣柜里
时常焦虑着你和我面对面时隐藏着的想法
同时也渐渐把自己掩埋保护 看起来变得强大
白天在人群中前进的速度不减慢
注意到真实的自己只有在凌晨五点半

I only call you when it‘s half past, five
The only time that I‘ll be by, your, side
I only love it when you touch me, not feel me
When I‘m fucked up, that‘s the real me
When I‘m fucked up, that‘s the real me, yeah
I only FXCK you when it‘s half-past, five
The only time I‘d ever call you mine
I only love it when you touch me, not feel me
When I‘m fvcked up, that‘s the real me
When I‘m fvcked up, that‘s the real me, babe

是谁摧毁了信任的巴别塔
人与人不再能真诚的讲话
我的焦虑来自于那些虚伪的表达
怕的不是社交 其实怕的只是狡猾
我的话变得越来越少
因为太笨总是学不会所谓社交的技巧
像是爬行在地表渺小的虫子
虽然努力前进 但与此同时还是
担心着一不小心说错话就会被人踩死
过生日的时候许愿
希望自己能够逆生长
或者干脆 快点变的麻木
对周遭不疼不痒
但是当我再次用面无表情掩饰手忙脚乱
那是我正在学着把虚伪和真实放在一起搅拌
他们说着keep it real 谁亮了真的态度呢
他们都在炫着富 但有几个不是在输呢
戴着相同的面具 还自以为独特
我开始沉默只是 为自己负责

I only call you when it‘s half past, five
The only time that I‘ll be by, your, side
I only love it when you touch me, not feel me
When I‘m fucked up, that‘s the real me
When I‘m fucked up, that‘s the real me, yeah
I only FXCK you when it‘s half-past, five
The only time I‘d ever call you mine
I only love it when you touch me, not feel me
When I‘m fvcked up, that‘s the real me
When I‘m fvcked up, that‘s the real me, babe

Hills have eyes, the hills have eyes
Who are you to judge, who are you to judge
Hide your lies, hide your lies
Only you to trust, only you

I only call you when it‘s half past, five
The only time that I‘ll be by, your, side
I only love it when you touch me, not feel me
When I‘m fucked up, that‘s the real me
When I‘m fucked up, that‘s the real me, yeah
I only FXCK you when it‘s half-past, five
The only time I‘d ever call you mine
I only love it when you touch me, not feel me
When I‘m fvcked up, that‘s the real me
When I‘m fvcked up, that‘s the real me, babe