Please Don't Go (超濕合音大天使demo)

我站在車站後門
一想到這也許真的是結局了
就不禁顫抖著
你握有所有答案了吧
我也是 但即便我想留下一輩子
你的回應卻讓我猶豫了

不知道何時開始
我們只照著你的規則走了
我知道自己有哪些選擇
但還是打了電話說著：

拜託別走 拜託別離開
說好的同居、藍圖跟我們呢
拜託留下 拜託看看我
不是你 是我的錯 是我的責任
因為你是我的 我會改掉你討厭的陋習
也不在乎你說了什麼 只要你願意有我就好了
拜託別走
我不想只是你回憶中的另一個女過客

避風港即是你
看著我想趕不上車的樣子
你也會這樣想我嗎
明明我是需要救贖的人
但我卻卸下來防備跟心牆
希望能繼續相信人性

正向的思考
我好像抓著假童話不放似的
我知道所有理性的選擇
但還是打了電話說著：

拜託別走 拜託別離開
說好的同居、藍圖跟我們呢
拜託留下 拜託看看我
不是你 是我的錯 是我的責任
因為你是我的 我會改掉你討厭的陋習
也不在乎你說了什麼 只要你願意有我就好了
拜託別走
我不想只是你回憶中的另一個女過客

我感覺到一點動靜 他要抱我了嗎？
他不見了 我想他在忙吧
他沒回話 也許只是在思考吧
我不是可悲 只是浪漫主義而已

我們有天會變好的
也就哭幾次而已 我可以繼續假裝
我也知道我朋友會說什麼的：
「不要這樣 求著別人求著那些」

那些「別離開」「別走」
那些「拜託留下」「拜託看看我」
拜託了

拜託別走 拜託別離開
說好的同居、藍圖跟我們呢
拜託留下 拜託看看我
不是你 是我的錯 是我的責任
因為你是我的 我會改掉你討厭的陋習
也不在乎你說了什麼 只要你願意有我就好了
拜託別走

我感覺到一點動靜 他要抱我了嗎？
他不見了 我想他在忙吧
他沒回話 也許只是在思考吧
我不是可悲 只是浪漫主義而已
我們有天會變好的
也就哭幾次而已 我可以繼續假裝
明明知道我該說什麼
卻還是只吐出了「拜託別走」

I was standing in the back of the station
Knowing this could be the end of all the ends
I started trembling out
You had all the answers
Likewise, I would’ve stayed forevermore
But why am I scenting second thoughts

I forgot since when
Have I started playing your kind of house
I knew all the right choices
But I still called up and said

Please don’t go
Please don’t leave
What about the move-ins and the blueprints and the ‘we’
Please just stay
Please just see
It isn’t you, it’s all me, it’s on me
I could fix myself up ‘cause you are mine to keep
I won’t care what you said as long as you’ll have me
Please don’t go
Don’t make me one of the girls living only in your memories

My haven is where you are
Do you feel the same in the slightest way
When I’m wanting to be late for my train
I should be the one who needed saving
But instead, I rested my guard and walls
By giving men another shot

Positivity
I’m holding onto the false fantasies
I knew all the sane choices
But I still called up and said

Please don’t go
Please don’t leave
What about the move-ins and the blueprints and the ‘we’
Please just stay
Please just see
It isn’t you, it’s all me, it’s on me
I could fix myself up ‘cause you are mine to keep
I won’t care what you said as long as you’ll have me
Please don’t go
Don’t make me one of the girls living only in your memories

There’s some movement, is he gonna hug me?
He disappeared, well he’s just busy
He didn’t talk, I guess he’s still thinking
I’m not pathetic, I’m just romantic

We’re gonna get better someday
It’s just a couple of tears, I can pretend
I know what my friends’d say
‘You’re better than that to beg’

‘Please don’t go’
‘Please just stay’
Please, please

Please don’t go
Please don’t leave
What about the move-ins and the blueprints and the ‘we’
Please just stay
Please just see
It isn’t you, it’s all me, it’s on me
I could fix myself up ‘cause you are mine to keep
I won’t care what you said as long as you’ll have me
Please don’t go
Please, Please

(Please don’t go, please don’t leave)
There’s some movement, is he gonna hug me?
He disappeared, well he’s just busy
(Please just stay, please just see)
He didn’t talk, I guess he’s still thinking
I’m not pathetic, I’m just romantic

(Please don’t go, please don’t leave)
We’re gonna get better someday
It’s just a couple of tears, I can pretend
(Please just stay, please just see)
I know what I should say
But turns out I only keep saying please don’t go