Theodore

我根本不知道該怎麼組織我想說的話
因為我現正坐在你本該存在的地方
我試了所有能讓你留下的方式
但現在卻倒數著能在天上看到你的日子

「你不會喜歡這個世界的」
「這裡是如此慘忍又不公 經濟也超太糟了」
我反覆說著 試著安慰我自己
你不會想感受我曾經歷的過去
但要是你也成為跟我一樣堅強的人呢？

我的男孩 我的男孩
都還沒出現 我就願意為你赴湯蹈火了
不論在哪個宇宙 你都會擁有我的愛
我的男孩 我的Theodore
能不能原諒我改變時間的罪
我相信你那看下來的夜景是更美的
我相信那有很多能奔跑的空間
我相信你最終能找到一個家的

你有遺傳到他笑容、側臉 或是我的眼睛嗎？
還是你遺傳到了我那沒救的浪漫主義？
你會喜歡籃球還是吉他呢？
下輩子你再好好跟我分享吧

「你不會喜歡這個世界的」
「這裡沒有愛 也不真誠」
我試著說服自己所做的選擇
他能成為那樣的父親
卻永遠無法成為你值得擁有的家

我的男孩 我的男孩
都還沒出現 我就願意為你赴湯蹈火了
我的男孩 我的Theodore
能不能原諒我改變時間的罪

這是對的選擇吧
這是對的選擇 沒錯吧？
這是對的選擇吧
因為我改變了時間
這是對的選擇吧
這是對的選擇 沒錯吧？
這是對的選擇吧 但

都還沒出現 我就願意為你赴湯蹈火了
不論在哪個宇宙 你都會擁有我的愛
能不能原諒我改變時間的罪
我相信你那看下來的夜景是更美的
我相信那有很多能奔跑的空間
我相信你最終能找到一個家的

I couldn’t even form the words I want to say to you
When I’m sitting here where you should be
I tried everything I could to make you stay
And now I’m counting days to see you in heaven

‘You wouldn’t like this world’
‘It’s cruel and unfair, oh the economy’
I kept saying that to comfort myself
You wouldn’t want to feel what I felt
But what if you turned out strong like me?

My boy, my boy
I’d do anything before you’re even here
You will always have my love in any universe
My boy, my Theodore
Can you forgive me for my sin for altering the timing
I bet the city lights are prettier up there
I bet there’s all the space to run around
I bet you’ll find another home to stay

Did you get his smile, his jawline or my eyes?
Have you inherited my tragic sense of romance?
Will you be a fan of basketball or guitar strings?
Guess you will tell me in another life

‘You wouldn't like this world’
‘There is no love or genuine’
I kept talking myself into my choice
He could be that kind of father
But he could never be the family you deserve

My boy, my boy
I’d do anything before you’re even here
You will always have my love in any universe
My boy, my Theodore
Can you forgive me for my sin for altering the timing

It was the right choice
It was the right choice, wasn’t it?
It was the right choice
‘Cause I altered the timing
It was the right choice
(I think so)
It was the right choice, wasn’t it?
(I think so)
It was the right choice
(I think so)
It was the right choice, but

I’d do anything before you’re even here
You will always have my love in any universe
Can you forgive me for my sin for altering the timing
I bet the city lights are prettier up there
I bet there’s all the space to run around
I bet you’ll find another home to stay