Margarita

你離開了。

留我困在谷底，心情差到無法出門
只能用現成的材料給自己做一杯Margarita
拙劣地在杯口沾上大量鹽巴
鹹得分不清是淚水還是酒
入口時浪漫回憶的酸甜襲來
Tequila的酒感卻提醒著後來的我們......
吞下那些該死的回憶，把你忘去
I just wanna be free.

⎊⎊ June Pan 〈Margarita〉⎊⎊
https://bfan.link/margarita-1

製作人：李詠恩
詞/曲：June Pan
編曲：李詠恩
吉他solo：​​黃正安
合成器、電吉他、錄音、混音：李詠恩

單曲封面設計：宋彥柔
企劃：張育珊
攝影：湯詠茹
攝助：大慶
妝髮造型：曾芊菱

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June Pan 2022下半年再發數位單曲〈Margarita〉，全英文入詞、以經典調酒Margarita為題，描繪分手後的淚水與悔恨，即便知道喝酒傷身，但在那個心境還是好需要來一杯苦樂參半的酒，尤其瑪格麗特調酒必備的鹽口杯，讓人喝下時分不清鹹味是來自淚水還是酒。

本身其實不太喝酒的June Pan透露，平時只有偶爾和朋友聚會才喝，一杯調酒可以喝三小時，但這次創作要描述分手心境的痛苦與失控，覺得很容易在家DIY調製的經典調酒瑪格麗特是最好的隱喻。⼀⼝豪飲忘掉所有，解脫枷鎖，I just wanna be free.

音樂製作方面，再次攜手最佳拍檔李詠恩擔任製作人，以綿延的電氣音牆建構出買醉時飄忽的意識空間，並試著維持節奏組的動態與顆粒感，立體還原分手後獨自哭泣的波瀾。June Pan並發揮她標準的英文咬字技巧，配上渾厚、深沉的聲線，加上各種人聲特效，靈活展現抒情的一面。

[Verse 1]
Make the rim saltier than I always do
Cause margarita makes the play resume
Loud fights and drawn out silences in your room
Let chunky crystals dissolve in blues

[Pre-Chorus]
Flashbacks keep hitting me
Just keep them all in my head

[Chorus]
I just wanna be free
Gulp down those damn memories
Leave those echoes
May you stay away from me
I just wanna be free
Don’t wanna hold on to it
Free the shackles
Make the fear flee from me

[Verse 2]
First sip was excitement in the summer haze
Then bittersweet of your affectionate gaze
Rest of it was all intoxicated
How am I gonna escape

[Pre-Chorus]
Flashbacks keep hitting me
Runaway is the only way

[Chorus]
I just wanna be free
Gulp down those damn memories
Leave those echoes
May you stay away from me
I just wanna be free

Don’t wanna hold on to it
Free the shackles
Make the fear flee from me

[Bridge]
Yeah now I look back
How did it feel to be entangled with tendrilled vines (tendrilled vines)
I dripped liquor on the floor
and our love started to flicker.
Your passive aggressive tactic scored
and we started to bicker afterwards

[Chorus]
I just wanna be free
Gulp down those damn memories
Leave those echoes
May you stay away from me
I just wanna be free
Don’t wanna hold on to it
Free the shackles
Make the fear flee from me

[Outro]
Just stay away from me
Just stay away from me