Don't Know How

是對於自身與他人境遇的反覆思索, 線性敘述著從不知該如何是好的焦慮，進而探討問題所在，勇敢面對自身的脆弱，無論是否得到答案，都在這過程中變得開闊，蛻變成為一個更好的自己。

製作｜The Fausty 浮世人
詞 Lyrics｜The Fausty 浮世人
曲 Composer｜The Fausty 浮世人
編曲 Music Arranger｜The Fausty 浮世人 / 歐易 Yi Ou / 蕭瑋德 Wade Hsiao
電貝斯 Electric Bass｜歐易 Yi Ou
錄音師 Recording Engineer｜鍾嘉成 ChiaChen
錄音室 Recording Studio｜LIE8 Studio
混音 Mixing ｜鍾嘉成 ChiaChen @ LIE8 Studio
特別感謝 Special Thanks：蕭瑋德, 呂欣宸, 郭欣翔, Oran, 曉姿, 巧筑, StreetVoice 街聲 ＆ Packer 派歌

Take a look at my heart
(看看我的內心)
you would know how terrified I am
(你會發現我有多麼擔心害怕)
Wish you can hear me now
(而希望你能聽見此時的我)
I’m tired of playing pretending
(已經厭倦假裝若無其事）

Take a look at myself
(看看這樣的自己)
thoughts and feelings are running through my head
(許多念頭及情緒充斥在腦海裡)
Like “I’m never gonna loved”, ”never good enough“
(說著：我不夠好, 不值得被愛)
these noises would never ever end
(這些雜音似乎無止盡的存在著)

Now the light is fading
(眼前的光正在消逝著)
here comes the darker day
(迎來了消沈陰暗的日子)
As I’m sit and waiting
(而我就這樣坐等著)
waiting for the sun again
(等待著下次日光見曉之時)
Then I see you again
(當我再度見到妳之時)
Wish you can hear me now
(希望妳聽見我所體會的)
But I don’t know how
(但我卻不知道如何讓你明白我的感受)

I was afraid to tell
(從前的我總是害怕表達)
that you looking at me in a wrong way
(以致對於我的看法有所誤解)
I always wanted to say
(我一直都想要解釋)
but there’s so much more than what I’m trying to say
(但言語總是無法完全表達我的心意)
And I’m was scared, too afraid to give it all away
(過去的我總是害怕付出所有心力)
But now I have to stay open for you
(但現在的我必須對妳打開心房)
‘Cause I want you just stay
(只因為我想要妳留在我身邊)

Can you hear me now?
(妳能聽見我嗎？)
Echoes in my heart
(內心深處的聲音迴響著)
I never settle down
(從沒有感到安穩過的我)
Running all around
try to prove myself
(四處奔忙只想證明些什麼)
Feel like I’m so blind now
(我感到非常的庸碌盲目)
But I don’t know how
(但我卻又不知如何是好)

And I don’t know how
How you see me now (How you see me now?)
(不知道現在的妳是如何看待我的)
But if you keep reaching out (You got to reach it out)
(而只要勇於伸出手連繫彼此)
You will feel it somehow
(也許就能感受到)
It’s getting better now (It’s getting better now)
(情況正逐漸好轉著)

Wish you can hear me now
(希望你能夠聽得到)
As I’m singing out loud (As I’m singing out loud)
(每當我唱出屬於自己的聲音)
Fighting in the current now (Fighting in the current now)
While the noise got too loud (While the noise got too loud)
(在充斥雜訊的洪流之中依然奮鬥著)

(You gotta hold on)
(你要堅持下去)
(hold on)
(別放棄)
(‘Cause love will soon come, baby)
(很快的你所愛的就會回應你了)
(Hey, hold on…)
(Hold on)
(別放棄希望)
(‘Cause love will soon come… soon come)
(很快的你所愛的就會回應你了)

I don’t know how
(我不知道該如何是好)
And I don’t know how
How you see me now (How you see me now?)
(也不知道現在的妳是如何看待現在的我)
But If keep reaching out (You got to reach it out)
(只要繼續靠近彼此為對方敞開就能明瞭)

Wish you can hear me now
(多麼希望妳能聽見現在的我)
As I’m singing out loud (As I’m singing out loud)
(在我放聲歌唱的時候)
Fighting in the current now (Fighting the current now)
While the noise got too loud (While the noise got too loud)
(在充斥雜訊的洪流之中依然奮鬥著)

We’ll be better somehow.
(無論如何我們都會變得更好的)