之後

分手第二天早晨
break up, day 1
又夢到末場戲
i dreamed of it again
眼睛睜開就翻身
i turned as soon as i'd opened my eyes
以為妳原來還在這裡
thinking that you were still by my side

夢到的卻是實際
but that dream was true
我從此一個人
i am now by myself
更怕另一件事
there's something else, however
我經不起考驗
which i fear even more

我不要妳變成
i don't want you to become
我記憶中的影子
a shadow among my memories
我不要讓妳消失
i don't want you to disappear
最難過的並非妳不愛我
the saddest thing isn't that you don't love me
而是總有天我也不愛妳
but that, one day, i won't love you either

分手第二天中午
break up, day 1
我還沒離開床
i'm still in bed
與妳的回憶歷歷在目
memories us us flash before my eyes
我還盼望⋯
and i still hope...

牽著妳的手入睡
fall asleep while holding your hand
再偷偷親妳的嘴
and secretly kiss your lips
為妳蓋被
pull the cover over you
試想妳留在桌上的甜
and i try to think of the sweet you used to leave on the table

騎車時兩人視界
on our scooter, just you and i
和妳帶眼鏡的每一夜
every evening with your glasses
情緒煙滅
it all went up in smoke
想像不存在的畫面
and i imagine pictures which no longer exist

分手已經一段時間
it's been a while since we broke up
四月的雨下個不停
april rain falls ceaselessly
早晨有時淚流滿面
i still wake up in tears, sometimes
堅強的理由我不想聽
i just refuse to reason

這一情境左右為難
this is such a dilemma
不是將妳忘記
either forget you
就是從早到晚懷念我們關係
or miss you night and day

我不要妳變成
i don't want you to become
我記憶中的影子
a shadow among my memories
我不要讓妳消失
i don't want you to disappear
最難過的並非妳不愛我
the saddest thing isn't that you don't love me
而是總有天我也不⋯
but that, one day, i won't...

我不要妳變成
i don't want you to become
我記憶中的影子
a shadow among my memories
我不要讓妳消失
i don't want you to disappear
我回味無窮的各種小細節
those memories of endless aftertaste
難道不值得
could it be that they're not worth
好好留在心裡？
being kept in my heart?