在我房間放個你的抽屉吧 Drawer in you place (DEMO)

我喜歡在早上喝三杯濃縮 抽兩支煙 配牛奶
我喜歡帶我的狗狗出門 戴著耳機不播音樂
我喜歡在城市裡遊蕩幾小時 尤其是在下雨的時候
我想我一個人過得挺好的
挺胸 不抱希望 不抱確定性

但他在半夜忽然間出現
兩個陌生人 開著亡命速車
聽著後面的音樂來到海邊
一切都很美好 但我也正常發揮
搶先預設了 它會離開的

但他正在海邊跳著舞 濺起水花
手中還遊刃有餘的捧著他的生命
我從來都不覺得自己再也需要什麼救贖了
直到他的倒影映照出了我過去樣貌的種種碎片
我是要趕快落跑的 我看過太多類似的提示跟事件了
我很願意留下的 但我感覺到自己在顫抖了
所以當我從他床上醒來
想著離別 要來收東西了
他卻說「在我房間幫你買一個櫃子吧」

我喜歡在焦慮的時候玩激進的遊戲來殺時間
我喜歡把自己鎖在房間裡開著窗
我有時會完全把自己喝到爛醉
只為了醒來時還能感受到自己的存在
我想一個人完全沒問題的
畢竟碰過的人事物最終都在我身邊枯萎了

我從來不太會想提起那些黑暗又扭曲的過去
「別打開那扇門、就放著吧、用笑聲含糊帶過就好」
但你說「只有影子的地方才能讓光存活與閃耀，你是月亮也是太陽」

但他正在海邊跳著舞 濺起水花
手中還遊刃有餘的捧著他的生命
我從來都不覺得自己再也需要什麼救贖了
直到他的倒影映照出了我過去樣貌的種種碎片
我是要趕快落跑的 我看過太多類似的提示跟事件了
我很願意留下的 但我感覺到自己在顫抖了
所以當我從他床上醒來 想著離別 要來收東西了
他卻說「在我房間幫你買一個櫃子吧」

他在半夜忽然間出現
兩個陌生人 開著亡命速車 聽著後面的音樂來到海邊
一切都很美好 但我也正常發揮
搶先預設了 它會離開的

我是要趕快落跑的
我看過太多類似的提示跟事件了
但我選擇留下
是因為我很久沒感受像他這樣活著
他說「你是月亮也是太陽」
「在我房間幫你買一個櫃子吧」
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prod. VELVET

I like 3 shots of espresso
2 cigarettes with some milk in the morning
I like taking my dog out with my headphones
with no music playing
I like to wander around in the city for hours
preferably in the rain
I think I’m doing alright being alone
Chin up, hopes down, touch and go
But then he showed up in the middle of the night
Just two strangers, getaway car
music in the back to the seaside
And as my potential, I was smoking away, thinking
‘Well, this is nice, what a shame it had to go’
But he was dancing on water
While holding his life in the palm of his hands
And I never knew I needed saving
Until I see my faded pieces in his silhouette
I should’ve run away ‘cause I’ve seen all the signs
I would’ve stayed longer, but I feel myself shaking
So, I woke up in his bed, thinking farewell
But then he said
‘Let’s get you a drawer in my place’
I like passing my time
with some stressful games when I am anxious
I like locking myself in my room
with my windows open
I would sometimes go full-on wasted
Just to wake up to feel my own presence
I’m perfectly fine being alone
Everything I touch will just wither and fall

I never said much ‘bout the dark and the twisted,
‘don’t open that door, leave it alone'
'cover up with your giggles’
But only when there’s shadow
can the light survive and shine
'You’re your moon and your sun,’ he says
He was dancing on water
While holding his life in the palm of his hands
And I never knew I needed saving
Until I see my faded pieces in his silhouette
I should’ve run away ‘cause I’ve seen all the signs
I would’ve stayed longer, but I feel myself shaking
So, I woke up in his bed, thinking farewell
But then he said
‘Let’s get you a drawer in my place’
He showed up in the middle of the night
Just two strangers, getaway car,
Music in the back to the seaside
And as my potential, I was smoking away, thinking
‘Well, this is nice, what a shame it had to go’
I should’ve run away ‘cause I’ve seen all the signs
But I stayed longer, ‘cause I haven’t been feeling alive
‘You’re your moon and your sun,’ he said
‘Let’s get you a drawer in my place’